Below are the 6 most recent journal entries recorded in freeverse.'s LiveJournal:

Friday, September 24th, 2004
9:52 pm	maybe i'm starting to like boys again. i get mad when jake doesn't call me back, or stop by like he promises. he's getting distant again. there is a man at work, whom i am taking a liking to i think he's taking a liking to me, but i'm not gonna put my hopes up. we were throwing artichoke hearts at each other and he always joins me in a smoke break, without my invitation. he's somewhere in his 20s, perhaps 24. very charming and attractive in a way that i haven't been attracted to before. my job description is to pick up material uneasiness; played-with straws and sugar packets and napkins you can tell, they were nervous. or they were maybe just being a little too impatient or fidgety. oh dear. should i seek more into this man? or am i getting the wrong impression? (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, September 3rd, 2004
7:40 am	nothing more depressing than waking up in your own bed to two of your friends making out four days out of the week. could you please fucking stop it. Current Mood: pissed off (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 10th, 2004
8:09 pm	i'm hurt because she's replicating herself into me because she doesn't care that i have the same feelings and she walks all over me to get to him and that is why she wanted to stay the night because he was here and she wanted to do something with him i'm really tired of stupid shit and i don't receive any sort of respect from most of my friends and i guess they really aren't friends if they don't respect me as i respect them my god why am i not a loner right now? it is seemingly the most comfortable way to live for me i don't like being bothered and i don't like being out all the time and i definitely don't want to compete for anyone/anything (Comment on this)
5:48 pm	on the way back, he was sleeping and the gum inside of my mouth was being pushed by my tongue onto my teeth so i could peel it off & feel the imprint he said "this brings back the spring" and i said (Comment on this)
Monday, August 9th, 2004
2:28 am	the past five or six days have been elasticized smoking a cigarette two hours have craved that boy with the quiet voice is quite nice but it doesn't matter if something develops more than a friendship, which i'm sure it won't. constant smokefest constant hangfest constant funfest constant kittenfest constant GREAT a year ago i thought i was in love. a year ago i was in maine a year ago i was passive a year ago it was not quite the time but i thought it was (Comment on this)
Sunday, July 25th, 2004
2:47 am	fall up the stairs crumble up in this house drink til you drop drink til you kill this is what you have to say for yourself you can't even see straight your lenses are cracked but you don't notice you don't notice that i'm sleeping in the next room you don't notice that all the women are using you they're in the bathroom, spoiling their blood you go out, you don't even remember. you've forgotten i'm your family. i'm not what you want. you'll laugh until your voice is gone and smoke until your throat is raw and drink until your liver is shit but we're all fucking human, right? (Comment on this)